I am blue, I am weary, I have no more strength to go on...

Finally managed to force some tears out from my eyes before I slept last night. All the fustrations, all the disappointments and all the unhappiness unfold in front of me when I started to weep...
Made it clear to her via sms that it's time for me to stand my ground firmly. I do not want to be a stumbling block in her path and therefore, I had to go. Also in reality, I am weary, really really weary... I don't think I can go on any further...