Thursday, August 17, 2006

The more I tried to avoid, the harder for me to recover...

It was a nice wonderful day to meet up wif all my cohort mates @ HTA today for our mid-OJT sharing session. The sharing session was quite a valuable one as all of us shared our experience on the ground for the past 7 weeks. It was interesting to know the different cultures in different institutions. People, will see all of you again when we go back for our Developmental Phase @ the end of September. In meanwhile, work hard!

Juz a reflection of myself, realised that the more I tried to avoid certain songs that would remind me of AQ, the harder it is for me to recover from the hurt. This song by 宇恒 titled 依然是朋友 was the song that she played on her N70 when I last walked her home after our dinner on the 26th June 2006. I was oredi in bed last nite while leaving my radio on. Halfway thru my sleep, a familiar tune woke me up and the radio was playing this song. I couldn't manage to sleep after that becoz it brought back alot of memories, especially our last meeting that evening. I guessed instead of escaping from the things/songs that reminded me of her, I should face it bravely to overcome it and thus, I have decided to put it in my blog.

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

A quick update of myself...

No mood to blog recently, partly due to work, and largely due to AQ... Learning how to let go of her bit by bit for the past few weeks.

Well, met up wif Mousey Kam last Thursday for our long awaited meal @ Billy Bombers. Finally had our cheese fries. Walked around Seiyu and Bugis Village after that before we called it a day.

Anyway, I hope life will resume normal for me in days to come. A total isolation might not be a bad idea afterall. Moreover I am drown in my workaholism attitude. I really hope I can recover from this 'illness' soon...