State of self-denial... <想念你的歌>

Been working very hard for the past 2 weeks, mainly is to get my mind off AQ. However I was too naive to think that by burying myself in tonnes of work, I am able to get on without thinking her. Was working AM shift today & when I reached home, I was pretty tired. Took a nap (which turned out to be a mistake) & I dreamt of her again. This is the 3rd time that I dreamt of her since after getting her email... To love someone is hard but to forget someone whom you love before is even harder...

是否曾经后悔过
那时候扶起说走就走
是否偶尔想过我
所以埋怨我
每当听你的下落
逞强常常让人无法负荷
躲起来边哭边说 i miss you
还舍不得把你封锁

星光闪烁如何拥有
站在远方才看见星空的轮廓
虽然有时候会寂寞
墙上时钟停格
你说放开手才会快乐
用半生的脉搏写成
想念你的歌

该怎么才能让你懂呢
谁对谁错已经模糊了忘记了
我们都处理得有点笨拙
已经从来没有像这一次如此爱过
想念常让我无法负荷
常常只有一个念头 i miss you
我的爱情从来没有死掉过

星光闪烁如何拥有
站在远方才看见星空的轮廓
虽然有时候会寂寞
墙上时钟停格
你说放开手才会快乐
用半生的脉搏写成
想念你的歌