Feelings...
I am fragile, jaded to life
I dare not anymore, look into eyes
For in the eyes I see no me
Only the harshness of reality
-Cindy-
This is actually part of a poem written by a friend of mine describing herself. As this week is coming to an end, I realised that I am being stucked in the same situation. The more I tried to face reality, the harsher it appeared to be. I am losing my self-esteem, I am losing my self-confidence, I am falling fast into this bottomless pit... Yes, I am blue and to a certain extent, I am depressed. I know for sure, no one can help me except for myself...
The other nite when AQ sms me, I replied her in this manner "I do not wanna ruin your mood but in my personal opinion, I feel that if there isn't any important stuff to tell me, it's best to save your sms for other usage".
I do not understand why she wanna sms me that nite, didn't I make myself clear the other time?......
I dare not anymore, look into eyes
For in the eyes I see no me
Only the harshness of reality
-Cindy-
This is actually part of a poem written by a friend of mine describing herself. As this week is coming to an end, I realised that I am being stucked in the same situation. The more I tried to face reality, the harsher it appeared to be. I am losing my self-esteem, I am losing my self-confidence, I am falling fast into this bottomless pit... Yes, I am blue and to a certain extent, I am depressed. I know for sure, no one can help me except for myself...
The other nite when AQ sms me, I replied her in this manner "I do not wanna ruin your mood but in my personal opinion, I feel that if there isn't any important stuff to tell me, it's best to save your sms for other usage".
I do not understand why she wanna sms me that nite, didn't I make myself clear the other time?......
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