Time to move on???

我一路向北
离开有你的季节
你说你好累
已无法再爱上谁

AQ finally replied via email & I had to learn to move on w/o her in my life from today onwards. I can't understand why she cannot tell me the exact reason, is it so hard for her to tell me? A year of disappointment and hurt are simply too much for me to bear. I have collapsed within myself, I am plunged into an ocean of full of grievings...

Expect to see a change in personality of myself, guessed it's my fault to drag this issue for so long. If only I had been firm wif my decision during CNY...